It is so hard for me to gather the courage to talk about someone I loved so much, Dillon was everything to me. I love him so much I can barely keep the tears out of my eyes even speaking his name but I do so with a smile knowing how perfect he was. I cant remember a happy time in my life in which Dillon and his beautiful family werent present, through my highest highs to my lowest lows he was there for me, I never even had to ask, he knew and acted so quickly and with so much compassion he inspired everyone, even those who had never met him but had only heard the stories.
It has been the pleasure of my life to have known Dillon, every single good thing I have to say about myself can be attributed to my relationship with Dillon. He never let me wallow in my self pity when I was down and was always the the first to cut me down to size when I was floating on some air of success. I was to easy for him, I wore my emotions on my sleeve, he expressed his emotions through his writing, I could barely read. We were polar opposites from the day we met…. but I do believe that was what made our relationship so genuine. Dillon always had this sense of a parent like obligation to his friends in which he took passion in helping them. I was easily one of his most dramatic cases and he loved it. I always had something to complain about and he ALWAYS helped me through it even if all it took was a smile. I cannot close my eyes without seeing that smile and I sit here in tears as I write this because I cant let go, I wont. Dillon taught me to care when I didnt, he showed me color in my world of black and white. He taught me to be patient and to listen, he brought me closer to the people I could never imagine being without.
I wake up happy everyday. I wake up happy everyday because I wake up with you. Sometimes your the twinkle of sleep in my eye others that crack in the ground that causes me to fall and embarass myself in the street. I never conformed to a religon and never believed in a god or anything of the sort but after having known you Dillon, how can I ever doubt the existence of omnipresent beings. You have guided me through this life from my earliest memories and I know you still are so thank you.Thank you for everything you have given me, may it be parents, friends, guidence, love or even just that hug I needed. 2 years later I still close my eyes on those beautiful star speckled nights listening to our favorite songs with my head to the sky and I know you are the smile I cant seem to wipe from my face.
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