As I was looking at the pictures of Dillon, it started to hit me that he was gone! I have know dillon through family, but I never got a chance to bond with him one on one and that is something I regret deeply. When Harriet said, when we will all go on this website, we will see dillons face and we will cry. Well first I got a tear, but then I could not stop smiling. It is like this infecsious smile that spreads through you heart. Why God took someone like Dillon away is beyond me. It is like we can never find the reason, so our only choice is to rise from the ashes. Big props to all of Dillons friends. You guys are an amazing group of people… no wonder Dillon was friends with you guys. Harriet, Steve and my best freind Taylor.. I admire you for your strenghth and courage that you carry with you every day! Every one loves you unconditionally. I want to end with my favorite poem… I dedicate this specifically to Dillon, who I know is still there living in all of us

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings
Rest in Paradise DH